Unreal Tournament

Best First Person Shooter, EVER!

I Love Enhanced Shock Rifle the bestums ^^.


There, I updated... are you happy now?

Bored

As per Luke's blog: too bored for a picture OR colour

Antidisestablishmentarianism!

I'm bored... holiday school is boring

War of the Worlds (The Movie)

If you have seen the original or read the book (like me) this movie is ok. If you haven't, prepared to be completely disappointed with the ending...

MIRANDA OTTO STEALS THE SHOW (even though she has about a total of 5 minutes screen time)
TOM CRUISE IS NOT SEXY AND HE NEVER HAS BEEN!

Salvation

New thing: Adding smilies to display mood at time of posting...



Everyone, in case you didn't know (which I'm not sure is anyone) I suffer from "agitated depression"
This means the slightests things can make me ever so pissed or upset and often (pre meds) I've attempted or seriously contemplated attempted suicide/homicide.

However, recently, I am recieved strength in the support of my friends especially Olivia "Liv" Saba and someone else (who will remain confidential, Kairos people might know why).

If these people ever read this message I have for them one of my favourite "creations" which is based on a song. Some people may recognise which one.

Don't try to kill the pain, you'll only cause more.
Although you have been lost for so long, God will forgive you.
God will be on the 'other side' and he will return to you salvation.

And then the chorus to "Whisper" by Evanescence.

"I can stop the pain if I will it all the way
Don't turn away, don't give into the pain
Don't try to hide, God is screaming your name
Don't close your eyes, God knows what lies behind
Don't turn out the light, never scream, never die."